Just

Not sure if anyone wants to read the drama but I wonder why things get so complicated even once broken down into small issues... not sure where to start... know that after three years I still miss him and everytime he calls or texts I get butterflies. Also know that although another one says the idle words I love you they are empty he doesnt really love it is a need thing I think no Im sure . Me guess it is back into the old world and way I left behind or well at least I tried to leave it behind did for awhile but maybe I secretly miss it the mystery the other perks of the darkness. oh well . Whatever makes life better for my crew Ill do it and not look back .